Hello again blogtastic world!
As Ghandi said "Be the change you want to see in the world". Lately I guess I've really been thinking about this, particularly on the days where I've been sleeping in until 1pm, eating nothing but hashbrowns for the day while I watch the gym I signed up for a month ago slowly drain the money from my emptying bank account, while pretending that I'm looking for a job when really all I'm doing is watching hundreds of vines and Disney movies and standing back as my university work begins to pile up. These days have been becoming increasingly frequent, I call them nothing days, days where I do nothing of importance, achieve nothing (including going outside) and in the long (and short run) will do nothing to influence my life or include nothing worth remembering or reminiscing about. Recently these 'nothing' days have outweighed the something days, and so right now, at this moment, tonight, I am deciding that I am making a change. Not just in what I do during the course of the day, but in myself, I am going to take Ghandi's advice and be the change, not necessarily that I want to see in the world, but what I want to see in my life. This gets me thinking of change not so much as a movement from one state to another, but rather as a state of mind that one can be in as long as they want. So as to avoid becoming stagnant or 'stuck in my habits' I am going to become a change. I am going to try and make every day a something day and be the change I want me to be.
-Emsy
*Note to self, you should really be asleep instead of sharing the most confusing weird thoughts that at this time you think are 'deep and meaningful' but tomorrow you will realise are just ramblings of a teenage girl up past her bedtime.
As Ghandi said "Be the change you want to see in the world". Lately I guess I've really been thinking about this, particularly on the days where I've been sleeping in until 1pm, eating nothing but hashbrowns for the day while I watch the gym I signed up for a month ago slowly drain the money from my emptying bank account, while pretending that I'm looking for a job when really all I'm doing is watching hundreds of vines and Disney movies and standing back as my university work begins to pile up. These days have been becoming increasingly frequent, I call them nothing days, days where I do nothing of importance, achieve nothing (including going outside) and in the long (and short run) will do nothing to influence my life or include nothing worth remembering or reminiscing about. Recently these 'nothing' days have outweighed the something days, and so right now, at this moment, tonight, I am deciding that I am making a change. Not just in what I do during the course of the day, but in myself, I am going to take Ghandi's advice and be the change, not necessarily that I want to see in the world, but what I want to see in my life. This gets me thinking of change not so much as a movement from one state to another, but rather as a state of mind that one can be in as long as they want. So as to avoid becoming stagnant or 'stuck in my habits' I am going to become a change. I am going to try and make every day a something day and be the change I want me to be.
-Emsy
*Note to self, you should really be asleep instead of sharing the most confusing weird thoughts that at this time you think are 'deep and meaningful' but tomorrow you will realise are just ramblings of a teenage girl up past her bedtime.
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